I still remember the moment I got the call.

A clinical voice.

A list of observations.

A diagnosis.

I nodded through the phone, wrote down the terms, and even thanked the psychologist.

And then I sat in my kitchen, staring at the empty teacup in my hand…

and felt like the worst mother in the world.

“Why didn’t I see it sooner?”

That question haunted me.

My son—my bright, bouncy, butterfly-chasing boy—was now labelled.

And suddenly, I found myself rewinding the last 7 years like an old cassette tape.

Was it the way he clung to me in crowded places?

The way he memorized dinosaur names but struggled to say “thank you”?

The tantrums at birthday parties?

The sound sensitivity?

I saw it all now. Crystal clear.

And with that clarity came a tidal wave of emotions no one prepares you for.

Grief Wears Many Masks

They don’t tell you that after a diagnosis, grief shows up like an uninvited guest.

You grieve the time lost.

The misunderstood meltdowns.

The people who labelled your child “spoiled,” “lazy,” or “too much.”

You even grieve the version of parenthood you had imagined.

And here’s the kicker—you feel guilty for grieving.

Because isn’t a diagnosis supposed to bring clarity? Answers? Hope?

It does.

But before the healing begins, the heart needs space to feel what it needs to feel.

What Helped Me (And Might Help You Too)

The truth? I didn’t have it all figured out.

But I started small. And I stayed consistent.

Here are a few things that helped me through those messy, beautiful, emotionally charged weeks after the diagnosis:

1.     Name the Feeling, Don’t Judge It

I began saying my feelings out loud.

“I’m scared.”

“I feel like I failed.”

“I wish someone had told me earlier.”

Strangely, the moment I gave my emotions a name, they felt less heavy.

Try it. Speak it. Draw it. Even scribble it in your journal.

When we name it, we tame it.

2.     Anchor in the Present

I’d watch my son dance to his favourite PJ Masks song, totally unaware of any “label.”

And I’d remind myself: he is not broken.

He is learning. In his way, in his time.

A little grounding activity I found powerful was this:

• Look for 3 things your child is doing right now that make you smile.
• Say them out loud. Let them anchor you.

3.     Create Connection Moments (Not Corrective Ones)

In those early days, I often fell into a trap—trying to “fix” everything at once.

Speech, attention span, routine, social play…

It didn’t work.

What worked instead?

Play. Eye contact. Following his lead.

If he was lining up toy cars, I’d line up mine next to his.

No questions. No corrections. Just connection.

And that’s when I saw magic—his eyes softened, his laughter returned, and the world felt less scary for both of us.

4.     Start Your ‘Yes’ Jar

This one’s for you, mama (or Papa).

Each day, write one thing you did well as a parent and drop it into a jar.

Even if it’s small:

• I stayed calm during his meltdown.
• I didn’t compare him today.
• I let him wear his superhero cape to the supermarket.

Your “Yes Jar” becomes a mirror on the hard days. It reminds you that you are growing, too.

Final Thought: It’s Not Too Late—It’s Just Right Now

A late diagnosis doesn’t mean you missed the boat.

It means you now know which boat you’re sailing—and that changes everything.

Let yourself grieve.

Let yourself love harder.

Let yourself begin again.

Because healing doesn’t come from knowing the label.

It comes from learning how to speak your child’s language—with patience, presence, and playful connection.

If you’re navigating the emotions after a late diagnosis and don’t know where to start, I’m here. You don’t have to walk this path alone.

Click here to book a 1:1 session with me, and let’s talk—heart to heart, parent to parent.

Recommended Free Online Courses

1. Advanced Parenting Skills This course, led by experienced child therapist Prof. Paul Cline, offers advanced parenting techniques to help you build a deeper, more loving relationship with your child. It focuses on developing a mentoring mindset and instilling strong values in children.
2. Diploma in Child Psychology: Gain a comprehensive understanding of child psychology, including the stages of development and the factors that influence behaviour. This course is ideal for parents seeking to understand the inner workings of their child’s mind.
3. Child Development with Whole-Brain Approach Learn how to integrate both sides of your child’s brain to foster better decision-making and emotional regulation. This course offers strategies to manage tantrums and promote strong parent-child connections.
4. Positive Parenting Skills and Techniques Discover practical skills and approaches to ensure positive parenting. This course emphasizes building stronger family bonds and creating a nurturing environment for your child.
5. Child Psychology: The Importance of Play Understand the critical role of play in childhood development. This course explores the impact of various types of games on cognitive and social development, providing insights into promoting healthy growth through play.

These courses are designed to empower you with knowledge and strategies to navigate the emotional landscape following a late diagnosis. They offer flexible learning opportunities to fit into your schedule, allowing you to progress at your own pace.

For personalized support tailored to your unique situation, feel free to book a 1:1 consultation with me: https://topmate.io/namita_das11

You’re not alone on this journey, and with the right resources and support, you can build a nurturing environment that fosters growth and understanding for both you and your child.