When You Wish You Could Undo Something
Have you ever replayed a conversation in your head, wishing you had chosen different words? Perhaps you made a decision that did not turn out as expected, or you look back on a particular moment and wonder how things might have unfolded if you had acted differently.
Regret can keep us mentally connected to events that have already happened. We revisit the details, imagine alternative outcomes and search for a way to make the past feel different.
Yet, there are experiences we cannot reverse. We can apologise, make amends, learn from our decisions and change our future behaviour, but we cannot return to a previous moment and experience it again with everything we know today.
This is where a simple creative exercise can offer an interesting perspective.
Imagine dropping two watercolours onto a wet sheet of paper. As the pigments spread, their edges meet and the colours begin to merge. Once they have blended, separating them into their original forms becomes difficult.
You can observe the change. You can respond to it. You can even introduce new colours to create something different. However, the original meeting of those pigments has already taken place.
This small painting demonstration offers a visual way to explore regret, acceptance and the possibility of moving forward.
In this article, we will explore the meaning behind the watercolour exercise, how to practise it yourself and how parents, educators and counsellors can adapt it for reflective conversations.
What Does a Watercolour Painting Teach Us About Regret?
Watercolour is an interesting medium for exploring emotional experiences because water and pigment interact in ways that are not always entirely predictable. Colours spread, edges soften and new shades emerge when different pigments meet.
This gives us a useful starting point for reflection.
1. Some experiences cannot be reversed
When two wet colours merge, the original boundary between them may disappear. You cannot always restore the exact shapes and shades that existed before they met.
Human experiences can have a similar quality. Words spoken during an argument may affect a relationship. A decision may lead to consequences we did not anticipate. A missed opportunity may leave us wondering what could have happened.
Recognising that an event has occurred allows us to begin responding to its consequences.
Acceptance does not require you to approve of what happened. It means acknowledging the present situation clearly enough to decide what might help now.
2. Regret can offer information
Regret often points towards something that matters to us.
You may regret speaking harshly because respect matters to you. You may regret avoiding a difficult conversation because honesty is important in your relationships. You may regret a decision because it conflicted with a personal value.
Rather than treating regret as evidence that you have failed as a person, consider what the feeling might be communicating.
Ask yourself:
- What do I wish I had done differently?
- What does this experience reveal about what matters to me?
- Is there something I can repair, practise or approach differently in the future?
These questions help turn reflection towards learning and constructive action.
3. A changed picture can still become meaningful
Once the colours have merged, you can continue painting. You might add a new shade, draw a line through the composition or allow the existing colours to become part of a larger image.
The painting has changed, but the creative process can continue.
In life, moving forward may involve apologising, rebuilding trust, developing a new skill or accepting that an opportunity has passed. Your next steps will depend on the situation and its consequences.
The central idea is that an imperfect past does not remove your capacity to make meaningful choices in the present.
The Watercolour That Cannot Be Unmixed: A Guided Art Exercise
This activity is designed as a gentle self-reflection practice for teenagers and adults. No previous painting experience is needed.
You do not need to create an attractive painting or produce a particular emotional response. The purpose is to observe the colours and use the process as a prompt for reflection.
Materials required
You will need:
- Watercolour paints in two contrasting colours.
- Watercolour paper.
- A paintbrush.
- A small container of clean water.
- A palette or a white plate for mixing.
- A piece of kitchen paper or an old cloth.
If you already have art materials at home, use those. A basic set is sufficient for this exercise.
Step 1: Prepare your paper
Place your watercolour paper on a flat surface.
Use your brush to apply a small amount of clean water to part of the paper. The surface should be damp rather than flooded.
Pause and observe the sheen of the water. Notice how the paper looks before any colour is introduced.
There is no need to hurry.
Step 2: Choose two colours
Select two colours that look noticeably different from each other.
You might choose blue and yellow, red and blue, or any combination you prefer.
Before painting, observe each colour separately.
Consider these questions:
- What do I notice about each colour?
- Do the colours feel distinct to me?
- What happens when I imagine them meeting?
There are no correct answers. Your personal associations are simply a starting point for reflection.
Step 3: Let the colours meet
Place a small amount of the first colour on the damp paper. Add the second colour nearby and allow the pigments to spread towards each other.
Watch the edges soften as the colours merge.
Resist the urge to control every movement of the paint. Notice what happens when the colours interact without your direct intervention.
You may see a new shade emerge. You may notice an unexpected shape or a boundary that disappears.
Take a moment to observe the finished area.
Step 4: Try to separate the colours
Use your brush to see whether you can restore the two colours to their original forms.
You may be able to move some pigment or create a clearer boundary, depending on the paper, paint and amount of water used. However, restoring the exact original arrangement may be difficult.
This is the central moment of the exercise.
Observe your response rather than judging it.
Did you feel curious? Frustrated? Amused? Did you want to keep correcting the painting, or were you comfortable allowing the colours to remain as they were?
Your response can become a starting point for understanding how you approach uncertainty and situations you cannot fully control.
Step 5: Add something new
Now introduce another colour or mark to the painting.
You might paint a line beside the merged area, add a contrasting shape or extend the composition into a larger picture.
Allow yourself to respond to what already exists on the page.
You are not required to hide the blended patch. You can leave it visible and make creative decisions around it.
Observe how the picture changes when you introduce something new.
Step 6: Reflect on the experience
Put your brush down and look at the complete painting.
Write a few sentences about what you noticed. You could use the following prompts:
- The part of the painting I wanted to change was…
- When I could not restore the original colours, I felt…
- The part I could influence was…
- Something I would like to approach differently in the future is…
You can keep these reflections private. Sharing them with another person is optional.
A gentle reminder: You do not need to disclose a painful memory to benefit from this activity. You can reflect on a minor everyday mistake or simply observe your reactions to the painting itself.
What If the Exercise Brings Up Difficult Feelings?
Creative work can bring attention to thoughts or feelings that are difficult to put into words. Your response may also be practical or neutral, and that is completely acceptable.
If you begin feeling overwhelmed, pause the activity. Put the brush down, look around your surroundings and take a moment to notice what is happening in the present.
You can return to the painting later, change the activity or decide not to continue.
If a particular memory involves significant distress, trauma or a difficult relationship, consider exploring it with an appropriately qualified mental health professional. A self-guided art exercise can support reflection, but it cannot replace individualised psychological care.
How to Use This Exercise for Self-Reflection
The watercolour painting can be used as a prompt for a short journalling session.
After the painting has dried, consider the following areas.
Separate the event from your identity
There is a difference between acknowledging that you made a mistake and concluding that the mistake defines who you are.
For example, you might recognise that you handled a disagreement poorly. That observation gives you something specific to work on.
A judgement such as “I ruin every relationship” turns one experience into a much broader conclusion about yourself.
Try writing two statements:
What happened: Describe the event as specifically and fairly as possible.
What I am learning: Identify what you would like to understand, practise or change.
This distinction can help you reflect on your behaviour without reducing your entire identity to one event.
Identify what remains within your influence
Think about the situation that has been on your mind.
Which parts belong to the past? Which parts can still be addressed?
You might be unable to change what you said, but you may be able to apologise. You may be unable to recover a missed opportunity, but you can prepare differently for a future one.
Some situations offer very little scope for repair. In those circumstances, your next step may involve accepting uncertainty, seeking support or gradually redirecting your attention towards present-day responsibilities.
Choose an action that fits the circumstances rather than expecting yourself to resolve everything immediately.
Practise self-compassion
When reflecting on a past mistake, consider what you knew, felt and understood at the time.
You may have acted with limited information, under pressure or while struggling to manage difficult emotions. Understanding the circumstances does not remove responsibility for your actions. It can help you respond to yourself with greater fairness.
Ask yourself:
“If someone I cared about had made this mistake, what would I want them to understand about themselves?”
Use your answer to develop a more balanced statement about your own experience.
For example:
“I wish I had handled that conversation differently. I can acknowledge the impact of my words and learn a better way to respond.”
Self-compassion can make it easier to remain engaged with learning rather than becoming trapped in harsh self-criticism.
Adapting the Watercolour Exercise for Teenagers
Teenagers may experience regret in connection with friendships, schoolwork, family disagreements or decisions about their identity.
A creative activity can provide an alternative way to begin a conversation, particularly when direct questions feel uncomfortable.
If you are a parent, teacher or counsellor, offer the exercise as an invitation rather than a demand.
You might say:
“Would you like to see what happens when these two colours meet? We can use the painting to explore what happens when something changes.”
After the painting, let the teenager decide whether they want to discuss it.
Possible prompts include:
- What part of the painting caught your attention?
- Was there anything you wanted to change?
- What did you decide to add after the colours merged?
Avoid assuming that a particular colour represents a specific emotion. Blue, red or yellow can mean different things to different people. Allow the young person to explain their own associations if they wish to share them.
For teenagers who find writing difficult, they can express their reflections through another drawing, a few spoken words or a choice of images.
The priority is to support their autonomy and make the experience feel safe rather than evaluative.
Using the Activity in Counselling and Expressive Arts Sessions
For counsellors and expressive arts practitioners, the watercolour exercise can serve as a starting point for exploring a client’s relationship with mistakes, change and uncertainty.
The painting itself should not be treated as a diagnostic tool. Its colours, shapes and composition do not provide a reliable basis for drawing conclusions about a person’s mental health or personality.
Instead, the practitioner can invite the client to describe their experience and identify any connections they wish to make.
Suggested session structure
1. Establish the purpose
Explain that the client will explore how colours interact and change. Make it clear that they can choose their materials, modify the instructions or stop whenever they wish.
2. Facilitate the painting
Invite the client to select colours and observe what happens as they meet. Allow time for the person to work without repeatedly interrupting them with questions.
3. Invite personal meaning
Once the painting is complete, ask open-ended questions about the client’s experience. Follow their language and allow them to decide whether the image connects with a personal event.
4. Support reflection
If the client identifies a connection with regret, explore the meaning of the event, any current consequences and the options available to them now.
5. Close the session carefully
Allow time for the client to describe how they feel at the end of the activity. If distress has emerged, use appropriate grounding and stabilisation strategies before ending the session.
The exercise should be adapted to the client’s age, preferences, cultural context and therapeutic needs. It is one possible creative prompt within a broader counselling process.
Recommended Watercolour Supplies for This Activity
You can complete this exercise with inexpensive materials. The following supplies are options to consider if you would like to create a small watercolour kit for home, classroom or counselling use.
1. Beginner watercolour paint set
A small student-grade set is suitable for experimenting with colour mixing. You do not need a large collection of pigments for this exercise.
Look for: A basic set containing contrasting colours that can be mixed easily.
2. Watercolour paper pad
Paper designed for watercolour generally handles moisture better than ordinary printer paper. A heavier pad can help when working with wet-on-wet techniques.
Look for: Cold-pressed watercolour paper around 300 gsm for a more robust surface.
3. Watercolour brush set
A small brush set allows you to apply water, place colour and experiment with different marks.
Look for: Soft synthetic brushes, including a medium round brush suitable for washes and smaller areas.
4. Paint mixing palette
A palette gives you space to prepare colours before applying them to paper. A simple plastic palette is sufficient for beginners, while a ceramic palette is another option.
Look for: A palette with enough room to mix two or more colours separately.
5. Watercolour sketchbook
A sketchbook can provide a dedicated space for repeat exercises and personal reflections. You can keep the paintings together and revisit them if you wish.
Look for: A sketchbook specifically designed for water-based media.
Before buying: Check the paper weight, dimensions, materials and current delivery availability for your location. You can also use existing art supplies instead of purchasing a complete kit.
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Watch the Watercolour Life Lesson on YouTube
Prefer to watch the activity before trying it yourself?
In this EducateAble YouTube Short, You Cannot Change the Past: A Powerful Life Lesson Through Watercolour Art, you can see how two colours merge and how a new picture can develop from the result.
Watch the video here:
Follow along with the demonstration, then try your own version of the exercise. You can use the reflection prompts in this article to explore what the process means to you.
If the video gives you a new perspective, share it with someone who enjoys creative self-reflection or save it for a future painting session.
Frequently Asked Questions
Can painting help with regret?
Painting can provide a visual prompt for exploring emotions, reflecting on experiences and expressing ideas that may be difficult to put into words. People respond to creative activities differently, so it should be viewed as one possible self-reflection tool rather than a guaranteed way to reduce regret.
Do I need artistic skills to try this watercolour exercise?
No. The activity uses simple colour mixing rather than detailed drawing or realistic painting. You can complete it with a basic brush and a few watercolours.
Is this exercise suitable for children?
It can be adapted for children, depending on their developmental stage and individual needs. Use age-appropriate materials and offer simple prompts. Children should be free to describe the painting in their own words without being told what their colours or shapes mean.
Can I use this exercise in a counselling session?
Yes, as an optional expressive arts prompt within an appropriate counselling framework. Explain the activity, respect the client’s choices and avoid interpreting the painting as a diagnostic measure. Practitioners should adapt the exercise to the person’s needs and professional scope of practice.
What if I do not feel anything while painting?
That is fine. You may simply enjoy watching the colours spread or discover something interesting about how watercolour behaves. You do not need to experience a particular emotion for the activity to be meaningful.
Does accepting the past mean I have to forgive someone?
No. Acknowledging that an event has occurred does not require you to forgive another person, reconcile with them or minimise the harm they caused. Your response can include boundaries, accountability and seeking support.
Final Thoughts: What Will You Add to the Picture?
The watercolour exercise begins with two colours that meet and change each other. Their original arrangement may be difficult to restore, yet the painting can continue to develop.
Our experiences can be complicated in similar ways. We may wish we had chosen different words, made another decision or recognised something sooner. We can acknowledge those wishes while also asking what remains possible in the present.
Perhaps there is an apology to make, a boundary to establish or a lesson to carry into a future decision. Perhaps the next step is simply to stop judging yourself long enough to understand what happened.
You do not have to pretend the past was perfect to create something meaningful from the present.
Take a sheet of paper, choose two colours and see what happens when they meet. Then ask yourself:
What would I like to add to my picture now?
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